I’m not in the USA, but I have friends that lives there and in Canada. I’m worried for them.

I’m ignorant about that, care to elaborate?

Isn’t Eugen Rochko the owner of Mastodon? Isn’t he and his company responsible for what happens to it?

TL, DR: To sum it all up: it’s a good idea to lean forward and move quickly when you’re caught in the rain. But careful: leaning forward increases Sh. To really stay drier, you’ll need to increase your speed enough to compensate for this.

But that’s the thing, I’ve seen “cold” being used, not “cool”, and I find it weird as hell.

This will be cool to make coworkers life hell, pushing sounds that only they can hear then call them crazy for imagining things.

I’m an horrible person.

Wait, so if my girlfriend says I’m hot that doesn’t mean what I originally thought?

I’ll go against the grain and give you a straight answer.

Yes. You should leave Israel and never go back.

You owe nothing to your country. If you have the possibility to live in a good European country, do it. You’re no martyr. You’re not billionaire rich. And unless you’re a really high rank offcial, an important politician, or want to sacrifice your entire life to a cause, you have no reason to waste your short life in pain.

We’re in a silly blue rock between a billion trillion systems, none of which care about you. Your existence is not even a blimp in the context of the universe. You’re not important at all. So why waste and suffer on behalf of a thing you have absolutely no control? Be happy, be comfortable, and make those around you happy and comfortable.

Life is pretty hard already, there’s no need to make it harder. Go and be happy.

Quick addendum: I’m not saying that because its Israel. I’m saying that in the context of any country. You owe nothing to it, a piece of land that you manage to be birthed on by being really lucky or unlucky. If you can rectify that and move to a better country to you, you should do it instead of suffering.

Wait. That’s no moon, that’s an hemorroid!

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I’ll see myself out.

I used to use and love miniflux, but then they migrated to Golang and PostgreSQL, neither which are supported by my shared hosting (namecheap).

I use Freshrss now.

I use my phone to read books. Every micro break is a couple or more of paragraphs I read. I lost count of how many books I already finished instead of just doomscrolling…

This will be a great pair to my quantum graphene notebook!

I read about those you pointed out and the avoidant attachment style ticks some boxes… It’s definitely something I’ll bring up on the next session, thanks!

This is something I have to take into consideration, thank you very much for your reply.

I have trouble giving, specially after surviving a long abusive marriage. I divorced years ago but I guess some scars still remains.

That’s really interesting, and for some reason something I never thought it was possible. Thank you.

This… I never thought about that, it makes sense. It’s definitely something I’ll look into too, thank you.

I try… I do play guitar and I like to draw, and ride my motorcycle, but then… I don’t know, I feel empty. I look at these things and enjoy doing them a lot, but when I stop I start asking, what’s the point? Nobody will see this or hear this or whatever. Why even bother? When I’m alone and go to a show or watch a movie I always enjoy the moment but get that dread after the deed, the “you’re doing this alone and this is wrong” feeling.

This is definitely an issue, I do have low self-esteem and getting older is not helping my case. Everything physical is getting harder to do and taking a toll both physical and mentally, which is a tough pill to swallow because I was always very active. Getting old sucks.

That’s really interesting, I’ll look into it. I’m doing therapy for a year now and decided to ask here to see if you people could give me insights to talk to my therapist. I’ll take these to her too, thank you very much.